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♥ Thursday, September 30 ♥
alright...
da most laughable thing happened yest... you know, a fairy tale came alive yest.. another episode of da distressed damsel-knight rescue sappy lovey dovey, all-so dramatic story came alive..once again.. well....i gave da dearest damsel,Joyce a piece of my mind.. and mind you...it was a rather....mild one... and...she said that wadeva i said was uncouth... WOW!!!......that was da poorest english joke i've ever came across... or should i say...a word used,not even knowing da meanin... wad a huge joke...... and..of coz,her all-so brave knight,came to her rescue... haha.... its a rather...expected one... which prince wldnt save his distressed princess right??HAHA.... well...i've said what i wantedto say,to her that is... =)...i'm happy now..... i'd prolly advise her one day,to read da dictionary carefully... advise her on how to use da correct words describing da situation... =).....-laUgHs ouT loUd- _feElInG hIgH_  left her thoughts ♥ 7:09:00 PM
♥ Tuesday, September 28 ♥
sighs...
prelim's a mess... as expected... missin you... this entry's makin no sense. _eMpTy_ left her thoughts ♥ 1:46:00 PM
♥ Sunday, September 26 ♥
alright...
i cleaned up my hurricane-strucked room.. my table's clean...cleared all da rubbish.. only with txbks left.. preparin for da intensive muggin startin from tomolo ... gonna mug like no one's business.. time's runnin out. if i dun start now,den when?? yep...i wonder what made me wanna clear my room... but nvm..its clean.. i removed da radio in my room.. put it in da living room... dun want it to be a distraction.... well...i hope i can mug successfully..haha aniwae. once again.. i'm missing you.......... _mIsSinG yOu_ left her thoughts ♥ 1:42:00 PM
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We meet different people everyday.
And what if someone you hardly know did what was asked below.What will u do? 1. When someone kiss you suddenly? - it almost happened..and i didnt noe da person.she grapped me by da hand and wanted to kiss my lips....it was scary... 2. When someone flatter you? - aww...thanx.. .3. When someone confess his/her feelings to you? - well....i'll accept his confession,but'll do nothin....wad can i do?? 4. When you discovered someone stalking you? - it happened...i was totally freaked out...came home and saw a bouquet of roses at da doorstep....i was like....WTF!!! 5. When you see the person of your dreams? - i'll die of shock...ah..it'll never happen.. 6. When someone offered to buy you a drink? - thanx..but it isnt necessary.. 7. When someone asked you for a night stand? - i'll ask da person to fuck off.. 8. When someone try courting you? - da person's really sweet... 9. When someone try to get sexual with you in public? - erm...i'll slap da person right,left and centre... 10. When someone try to dirty dance with you? - well....go ahead!!!...only gals...if it's a guy...he better watch his manhood if he doesnt want to be a manhood-less man.. 11. When someone pick you up? - nah..i cant be bothered..... 12. When someone try flirting with you? - sorry....i aint interested.... 13. When someone offer you a ride home? - no thanx....i can take a bus/cab home... 14. When someone tell you shes/hes horny? - i'll tell him/her "HELL TO YOU!!" 15. When someone ask you to be hers/his? - tts sweet..but it'll hafta depend on whether i like him/her.... ____________________________________________________ left her thoughts ♥ 10:17:00 AM
♥ Saturday, September 25 ♥
time is passin...VERY SLOWLY...
much as i want time to fly, it isnt goin my way................ sighs..... _tImE anD tIdE wAitS foR nO maN_ left her thoughts ♥ 6:49:00 PM
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I miss you...
wondering when i'm gonna see you agian..... i shall wait..... _PaTiEnTly wAitInG_ ____________________________________ She will be loved-Maroon 5 Beauty queen of only eighteen She had some trouble with herself He was always there to help her She always belonged to someone else I drove for miles and miles And wound up at your door I've had you so many times but somehow I want more I don't mind spending everyday Out on your corner in the pouring rain Look for the girl with the broken smile Ask her if she wants to stay awhile And she will be loved And she will be loved Tap on my window, knock on my door I want to make you feel beautiful I know I tend to get so insecure It doesn't matter anymore It's not always rainbows and butterflies It's compromise that moves us along My heart is full and my door's always open You can come anytime you want I don't mind spending everyday Out on your corner in the pouring rain Look for the girl with the broken smile Ask her if she wants to stay awhile And she will be loved And she will be loved And she will be loved And she will be loved I know where you hide Alone in your car Know all of the things that make you who you are I know that goodbye means nothing at all Comes back and begs me to catch her every time she falls Tap on my window, knock on my door I want to make you feel beautiful I don't mind spending every day Out on your corner in the pouring rain, oh Look for the girl with the broken smile Ask her if she wants to stay awhile And she will be loved And she will be loved And she will be loved And she will be loved Please don't try so hard to say goodbye Please don't try so hard to say goodbye I don't mind spending everyday Out on your corner in the pouring rain Please don't try so hard to say goodbye left her thoughts ♥ 4:33:00 PM
♥ Friday, September 24 ♥
toes are achin.
juz came home from ballet... tired... cant stand my ma's screamin any longer.... she screams like a mad woman.. you haf any idea how bad that is?? sighs.... _tIReD_ left her thoughts ♥ 9:48:00 PM
♥ Wednesday, September 22 ♥
i'm so FUCKIN sick of this house.
i hate da control my parents haf over me... they're running my life.... and HELLO..its my life... i haf MY OWN LIFE... not a LIFE controlled by u ppl... i hate it.. i'm 17 for FUCKIN SAKE... not a FUCKIN 1 yr old child... i'm livin in a HOUSE... not a FUCKIN PRISON... i haf a LIFE... NOT A FUCKIN CONTROLLED ONE...... i hate it.. i really hate it.... _fUCkIn pIsSeD_ left her thoughts ♥ 10:27:00 PM
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just came home.
had papers till 3. was da last paper... and now i'm stuck at home... and will be fer da nxt 4 days... no sch...... aniwae, supposed to go Sentosa... but how to? by the time i get there,da sun's down.. no point.. i shall slack. hate da eye bags... hafnt been slpin well ever since prelims started. and its only da beginning. -sigHz- feel like goin into a terribly deep sleep and nv wake up.. my day was terrible... _dOwN_ left her thoughts ♥ 3:40:00 PM
♥ Sunday, September 19 ♥
i feel so empty all of a sudden..
i wonder wads gotten into me. i wished i could dedicate this song to you,*aj*... please,carry on with life... its decided...much as i had cried, it doesnt matter anymore... "If I knew it would be the last time That I'd see you fall asleep, I would tuck you in more tightly and pray the Lord, your soul to keep. If I knew it would be the last time that I see you walk out the door, I would give you a hug and kiss and call you back for one more. I f I knew it would be the last time I'd hear your voice lifted up in praise, I would video tape each action and word, so I could play them back day after day. If I knew it would be the last time, I could spare an extra minute to stop and say "I love you," instead of assuming you would KNOW I do. " this was from you... it was the last time u saw me walk away... outta your life,for real..... i know it hurts you really badly.. but life goes on..... it has to.. you've given me well wishes... bid me goodbye... told me to find happiness in him.... i just hope you'll do the same... just like how i'm doin... memories may fade... but i hope the bitter memories will.... now, for the last time... i'll say... "goodbye to you my friend, till the nxt time i'll see you around... if there wld ever,be a chance......" take care... -smiles sadly- _tHe pAst hAs tO bE repLacEd WiTh tHe pResEnT_ left her thoughts ♥ 9:22:00 AM
♥ Saturday, September 18 ♥
been tryin to figure out this template.
quite like this one.. da song goes with the mood.. teared when i heard this song.. used to be my favourite... when Moulin Rouge was on screen. bought da Cd immediately after i came out of da cinema... was in love with ewan's singing.... "your song".... has so much...meaning.. to me.... feelin really upset now.. dunno why... its da song..... flashbacks.... -sighs- i miss you... very much........... went back to sch to sit fer Chinese paper.. didnt give much shit.... wasnt in da mood... been really grumpy these few days.. _fEeLlIng DoWn_ left her thoughts ♥ 7:56:00 PM
♥ Friday, September 17 ♥
juz came back frm sch..
supposed to be home by 10.. had to stay back fer art... had to do art till 2.30.. really tired.. well.... its destined... my prelims' gonna be screwed realll badly... hmm..lets see...... failin my Os... gettin no where.... no future...hmm and THERE!!...my sweetest grave!!... hmm....doesnt sound bad does it?? _tHiNkInG_ left her thoughts ♥ 3:10:00 PM
♥ Tuesday, September 14 ♥
WHAT IS THE MEANING OF YOUR NAME?
- princess?thats wad my mum told me WHAT DO YOU LiKE DOING WHEN YOU`RE DEPRESSED? - lie in bed and fume WHAT MAKES YOU NERVOUS? - to stand in front of a crowd and speak WHAT'S THE ONE THING THAT IS LACKING IN YOUR LIFE? - determination to strive for da best.. WHAT'S YOUR MIDNIGHT SNACK? - LALA!!!!!!!!-licks lips- WHAT DO YOU THINK OF HOMOSEXUAL MARRIAGES? - if you love ur partner,why not? WHAT'S ONE THING YOU LOVE ABOUT - love wad things??there're so many?? MOST MEANINGFUL THING SAID TO YOU? -if it comes from da heart,everthin's meaningful LONGEST CAR/BUS RIDE YOU'VE TAKEN? - errr.......from bishan to east coast??if its too long i'll take da taxi.hee BEST GIFT YOU HAVE EVER RECEIVED? - acoustic guitar SHOW THAT MAKES YOU LAUGH? - mr bean? NICEST THING YOU HAVE EVER DONE? - erm.cant think any.i've done to many..hee LOOK AROUND. WHAT CAUGHT YOUR EYE? - bj'S blinking phone..... YOUR WISH WHEN YOU LAST BLEW ABIRTHDAY CANDLE? - to be happy. CLOSE YOUR EYES FOR A FEW SECONDS,WHAT DO YOU SEE? - ME FAILING MY PRELIMS!!! *(0_0)* DO YOU LIKE BUYING BRANDED CLOTHES? - err...nv thot of it..coz i'm POOR!! DO YOU KNOW YOUR BESTFRIEND'S FRIENDSTER PASSWORD? - yea HAVE YOU EVER LITERALLY BEEN A SHOULDER TO CRY ON? - yea HAVE YOU EVER INTENTIONALLY IGNORED SOMEONE? FOR HOW LONG? - yea.a yr?? HAVE YOU EVER WENT ON A ROMANTICDATE? - yea...my heart melted... HAVE YOU EVER RECEIVED A LOVE LETTER? - lots. WHEN WAS THE FIRST TIME? - in pri. 1 IF YOU COULD SPEND A WEEK ANYWHERE,WHERE WOULD YOU GO? - no where...i'm too LAZY... IF YOU WROTE A BOOK, WHAT WOULD IT BEABOUT? - the sad things in my life.. WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR PAST? - i wished it didnt happen. HOW DID YOU SPEND YESTERDAY? - home,tryin to studyin my butt off,but ended up in bed.... __________________________________________________________ left her thoughts ♥ 3:08:00 PM
♥ Sunday, September 12 ♥
-tIrEd-
been studyin S.S since mornin.. finished sec 3,halfway thru sec 4.... hmm.... wonder howz da paper's gonna be like. i hope it isnt gonna be a killer... suddenly..it feels so good to be studyin again.. been slackin way too much..haha well.. think i gotta get goin. need to continue studyin.. i cant believe tomorrow's papers gonna be from 8am all da way to 3.15pm.. whoa.... aniwae all da best everyone!! do well fer prelims!!... =) _haPpY _ left her thoughts ♥ 5:17:00 PM
♥ Saturday, September 11 ♥
the more i think bout you,
the more i'm filled with.......hatred.. unprepossessing person... now i know not many people like you. Ha... tell me, is this all about RETRIBUTION?? i guess so... iTs GetTiNg bAcK aT yOU... so wad if ur takin ur examz.. cry...cry all u want.. ur knight will keep u safe right?? pathetic little dim witted damsel... u tink everyone's gonna take pity on u?? -laughs- thats da greatest mistake ur gonna make. ...btw,you are not QIAN JING XIAO JIE... i seriously grown to DISLIKE u. more and more.... _DeTesTatiON_ left her thoughts ♥ 5:44:00 PM
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oh o....
am i panickin??... tell me i'm not.. i hafnt studied... and prelims's on mon... am i dead? tell me i'm not... _oH nO_ left her thoughts ♥ 1:01:00 PM
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tired...
life.... a long winding journey... its how you take it.. i'm standing at da turnin point. a turning point in my life... its now all up to me.. the future lies in my hands... _dOubTfUl_ left her thoughts ♥ 9:44:00 AM
♥ Thursday, September 9 ♥
ok.didnt really slp well last nite.
kept tinkin. i feel different. i dunno y... isit becoz of da absence? or isit becoz i missed u more den before? i shant tink bout it. gotta study. tried to study. i did. will tink bout it after my prelims. or maybe i wldnt. i dunno... no appetite fer me again today. not plannin to eat much today. _dOLeFuL_ left her thoughts ♥ 3:08:00 PM
♥ Wednesday, September 8 ♥
had 3 hours of acc tuition and 2 hours of maths.
tried to drown myself in numbers. to take my mind off it. cldnt eat much today. lost my appetite... feel pretty empty today... emotionally drained... tried not to tink of it. but why do i feel this way? that...its so diff without u.. -sighs-... maybe it is.... _dRaIneD_ left her thoughts ♥ 10:55:00 PM
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cant believe that humans actually lack so much of personal etiquette.
in simple words. NO PROPER BEHAVIOUR. with my deepest sympathy. i hope you'll work on it. yep. somehow,if u wanna look at it this way, as Me being a slut,bitch ,whore(if u have no better words than those) its like a pot callin a kettle black. ahaha.funny isnt it? such irony. it makes me wonder. is this some kind of a reverse psychology or somethin? hmm... it puzzles me. well well well.... -smiles- _fEeLiNg sOrRY fOR yOu_ left her thoughts ♥ 11:52:00 AM
♥ Monday, September 6 ♥
i am soooooo EXHAUSTED....
went Sp fer SP experience... headed town after that... went shoppin.... shit... spent lots of money. came out with $100. returned with only $25. bought a Rip-curl pencil case,tube top,earrings,a skirt and a belt..... WHOA.......... dead.......... _tIrEd_ left her thoughts ♥ 7:13:00 PM
♥ Sunday, September 5 ♥
Hate Bitches,
I LOATHE THEM.... i wonder if many ppl actually LIKES you.. FAT BITCH..... B-BRIMMING I-IRKSOME T-TERRIFYING C-CAUSTIC H-HIDEOUS THIS DESCRIBES YOU !!!!!!!!!....... Bitch............ the sight of you IRKS ME... makes me CRINGE WITH DISGUST !!!!! the thot of you i should say... i dun even wanna see you..... YUCKS..................... i dun hate ppl. i only dislike them. so,if i actually do hate them, means its bad.. really bad... i tried to like you. but i cant. i cant like you coz I HATE YOU..... now... and always................. _uTtErLy dIsGusTeD By YOU_ left her thoughts ♥ 2:03:00 PM
♥ Thursday, September 2 ♥
ok.
juz watched S'pore Idol.. DAPH GOT IN!!!!!!!......... YEAH!!!.... I'm so proud of her.... _sMilInG_ left her thoughts ♥ 10:49:00 PM
♥ Wednesday, September 1 ♥
came home half an hour ago.
had to go back to sch, had history Mock exam. didnt sit fer S.S. didnt even study. but,hist was total rubbish... i only handed up my SBQ. kept my essay question. wasnt even in da mood to sit fer da test. was pretty upset da nite before. had a major quarrel with *aj*.. kinda lost my temper... felt lousy after da 20 min quarrel.. went *merser's* house to study today... together with *mel*,*jia* and *sheeni*.. wasnt really concentrating. played mahjong before studyin... yep.that was all...... _emPtIneSs fIlLs mY hEaRt_ left her thoughts ♥ 10:19:00 PM
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